Recently I had an issue with a church friend, and thank God we have resolved it between ourselves. No need for pastors, church elders or other church friends.
It started after I was late for my ushering duty at church. After that incident, at times, when I arrived at Service, I received the remark "How come you are not late?"
That upset me greatly and I was filled with frustrations and angry thoughts throughtout Service. And I was thinking "Now, all my preparations for Service are gone. This person has just spolit it all for me." And I ended up feeling shitty about being shitty over the whole thing.
Such preparation!
"God I want to worhsip you, I prepared myself to worship you. But that person! That one remark just vaporised everything."
What a prideful preparation, which cannot even withstand a petty prick.
Hey you people! Can you please stop your endless chatters behind there! I am trying to worship God in front here! And I cannot do it with the echoes of your chat, up there in my mind.
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